Musings Part Deux

Soooo....here I am at Drive and I totally feel like I'm just playing the supportive wife role here. I can't say that I've had any ground breaking moments whatsoever...I have enjoyed hanging out and I have had a few things confirmed in my life, but that's about it.
I'm sure you're all wondering, "what has been confirmed in Jennifer's life this week?" Well, wonder no more, because I will tell you now! The first is that I'm so totally not a leader. I like to think (quietly in the back corner of my mind where no one can hear me) that I would be a good leader, someone others would want to follow, but the truth is, I just don't have it. I don't have that charisma, that aura that craves the attention of other people, that drive to be in charge...of anything. I am more than happy with someone telling me what to do, and then doing it. I may mumble under my breath that what I'm told to do doesn't necessarily make sense, but I'll still do what I'm told.
The second confirmation in my life is somewhat more ambiguous. I've semi had this major life decision running through the background of my life for a while now. I would honestly say since Nick and I went through the Church Planter Assessment Center (CPAC), this has been something that has stayed in my radar...Let me start by saying, I am and never have been against this "step" in my life. I just don't think we're "there" yet. I found out today, for sure, that we are so far away from being "there," that it's not even funny. I'd rather not divulge too much confidential information, but we'll just say that we don't have one million dollars and if it were up to Nick asking people to raise one million dollars, I wonder if it would ever happen. There was another reason I felt confirmed in this decision, however, at this particular moment, I cannot remember it. I think it has something to do with mentoring, but i have no clue. Anywho, my answer/feelings about this topic still have not changed...plus, I'm starting to gain solace in the fact that I am in good company with many other wives...I'll just leave it at that...
Welp, it's well past my bedtime so I'd better get...I promised someone I'd blog tonight, so I did. I'm too tired to go back and re-read this, so who knows what it sounds like or if it even makes sense...
~Blevins out!